An urge to complain,
so I tend to share them.
The problem with that doing is people hate nagging.
But here I am again, complaining, damn!
At least I am doing it just by typing.
Without anyone whispering, teasing and judging.

These are those times when I’m vulnerable.
To all attacks especially small ones.
I really need you now to make me stable.
Before I get sick,
like I did,
once.

No one else for me to bother..
No one telling me, “It’s going to be fine”.
Suicidal song makes me wonder.
How I can relate,
how I can bind.

Now I’m left alone,
to deal with all of this.
Saying to myself, “Yes, it’s all you”.
No denying others have bigger matters than this.
But if this goes on, I would say to the world,
“Thank you very much,
nice to know you”.

So tomorrow I have midterm, and now is 10 at night. Around 12 hours to (excluding eating, shitting, sleeping) haaha.

Best of luck to me and my coursemates… we can do it!

The other day, my dear dear wasn’t feeling well . She had skipped just one meal in the afternoon and had gastric that night. I went to dapao for her food but she only managed to chew just some spoonful of rice. Then at midnight she had intense pain in her tummy. So I just accompanied her through the whole night. I wanted to bring her to go see doctor but she said she’ll be okay. It was only then she said yes when her best friend, Hui Jing (Thx a lot) came by at 5 in the morning yesterday and at last we managed to persuade her to go clinic. So I carried her down the stairs and we drove to the nearest clinic…

At the clinic, I went to see if the doctor is in. The sign says “24 hours” and on the glass door was stated “Welcome” and not “Closed”. So angry oo because the person inside was like telling me the doctor is not in. I wanted to ask if anyone, a nurse or something can check on her… And again, the person just talked as if I have the ability to hear her through thick glass doors. Nevermind that, we then went to SMC. Yup, expensive place to be treated haaha.

So then we went there and saw the doctor and obviously enough, he said it was gastric… and fever as well. Me dear dear then went for an injection… (Not AN injection actually, but 3 injections!)… It was so long ago that she had one so she was really scared. Thankfully her friend managed to calm her down and distract her while I just hold her hand tight. The doctor said she must only have soft diet and recommended porridge. We stayed for a while (make the money worthwhile! haaha) then we went back home.

At her house, I just asked her to stay on bed. Then, her friend wanted to cook porridge for her because my cooking skill is questionable haaha so she just asked me to accompany my dear dear while she cooked for her.

After accompanying her last night again, now she is feeling better.

Pray for her my fellow bloggers so she recovers real soon. Because I can’t accompany her, I have to be in school at 12, have class at 2 and then 4 till 7 today

Get well soon my baobei.

Found a website which is dedicated especially to those Facebook users who are being funny intentionally and unintentionally of course . Check it out at facebookfails.com.

Here are some of the facebook fails… ;)

This is disgraceful to read... haahahaa

Probably this guy is too 'expensive' to befriend with.

Coincidence can be a funny thing.

This Adam guy should punch himself instead.

Facebook updates has its limits!

Very harsh! haaha

Most sad post I've read so far...

Sexism?

GAY... haaha.

My most favourite facebook fail... the Bulbasaur profile pic!

Thankfully I never did this... YET ;D

When forming a club, consult an English specialist muahahaaha

Awkward awkward...

If I found such fails soon, sure  I’ll post it at this and the website haaha.

Thanks to: http://facebookfails.com

Damn.

But international aid teams continue to search for any survivors despite that declaration. And thankfully, a survivor’s brother who kept on searching for him had heard a voice 20 feet beneath the concrete wreckage of a hotel grocery store. He then alerted a Greek rescue team (future Spartans perhaps? heehe) and the team managed to get him out. Wismond Exantus, survived for 11 days in the wreckage! Because he was in a grocery store, he survived by the help of beer, cookies and cola. Hmm beer is a lifesaver after all heh? Jaz kidin

Anyway, the news stated that he was in a good condition so thank goodness for that.

Speaking from his hospital bed he said: “I was hungry. But every night I thought about the revelation that I would survive.

“I would eat anything I found. After the quake I didn’t know when it was day and when it was night.

“It was God who was tucking me away in his arms. It gave me strength.”

The latest update of the Haiti Earthquake is that it has claimed around 200,00 lives……

So it seems lately there have been going a lot of international disasters, be it because of nature or because of man’s foolishness. Whatever it is, is it a sign that the world will be over soon? (Damn, I’m speaking like one of those voices in History Channel or National Geographic! btw, these two channels have been talking about 2012 as well, if I’m not mistaken… but that is another story heehe).

Below are some pics of the catastrophe…

I can never imagine that little girl's feelings.

The survivors being treated.

I like this picture. 3 men helping each other. This pic says a lot, don't you think?

As for Land Below the Wind people, be thankful that disasters rarely come our way and hope it stays that way!

Be thankful for what we have! (I keep on saying this to remind myself).

Thanks to / Sources :
http://abclocal.go.com/wjrt/story?section=news/national_world&id=7235918
http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/world/us_and_americas/article7000164.ece
http://www.punchng.com/Articl.aspx?theartic=Art2010012414153446
http://uk.news.yahoo.com/5/20100124/twl-buried-haiti-man-lived-on-beer-for-1-3fd0ae9.html
http://images.mirror.co.uk/upl/m4/jan2010/8/0/leogane-haiti-pic-dm-ian-vogler-745564000.jpg
http://media.nj.com/ledgerupdates_impact/photo/haiti-earthquake-peoplejpg-d659963c2ae6ab12_large.jpg
http://despardes.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/13-480×349.jpg

Yup I definitely did.

I had class that day, Strategic Management and it’s a F-yawn (pardon my french), but thank goodness the lecturer have a sense of humour. And a few friends wished me happy birthday so I’m quite happy la. Thanks to whoever you are.

I didn’t expect much of the day… maybe because I’m not a fan of birthdays, or it’s not really a big deal for me. Maybe that can tell me why I tend to forget people’s birthdays! So without expecting anything, I just went home, rest a while then check on the web on what’s new in the cruel world we live in jk.

Hmm to tell you frankly, while writing all this, I think I forgot how the day went… I’m confused about the plot. Confused about the day and the day before. A temporary amnesia perhaps.

Erm… So my other half ask me to get ready that night, go have dinner. She ask me to wear nicely and what did I wear? T-shirt… most of my other shirts is back home in Penampang. Damn you Arms for wearing not nice. Don’t worry, that’s me saying to myself, not her words muahahaaha.

So we went to Damai Lintas and had dinner in one of the Bar and Grill restaurants… I forgot the name oo. She treated me dinner.

The food was so nice… I rarely get to eat good food … I think I ate lamb something… (Damn damn don’t ask me to write about food names, I’m starving now). *Updated: I ate Australian Lamb Chop.

We went back home… Took some pictures – come on la it’s compulsory for every occasion no matter how big or small. Had a small chat then I thought she wanted to sleep already. Then……

“Dear, I go down for a while okay?”

I waited while playing with her lap…top ;D Then she came in and off the light, then came back in with a small light…

“Dear… Happy Birthday.”

She gave me a surprise!

She also gave me some presents… yeah, it’s SOME… plural. More than one…

I’m sure some of you seen posters like this during web surfing right? Here’s my attempt.

So at the end of the day… I had a good surprise.

And happy… past tense and present tense of course.

Guys, APPRECIATE who loves you… if you have a girl and treats her no good, it’s time to change. That goes to me as well because I feel like I’m taking her for granted.

Well whatever it is. Thanks dear!

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